Thursday, April 12, 2012
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Monday, April 9, 2012
Sunday, April 8, 2012
April 8, 2012 Haiku #96
My heart still aches to talk to you
just one more time.
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Friday, April 6, 2012
April 6, 2012 Haiku #93 and #94
in the entire galaxy
as bright as she.
* * *
it grows cold once more
the ice settling in my veins
like sediment.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Monday, April 2, 2012
April 2, 2012 Haiku #89
I no longer think about you
more than a hundred times a day.
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Friday, March 30, 2012
Thursday, March 29, 2012
March 29, 2012 Haiku #85 and #86
to give up
this whole endeavor.
* * *
I forgot yesterday's haiku
It just didn't occur to me.
Whoops.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
March 27, 2012 Haiku #84
in the people, in the world around you
do you ever want to scream?
Monday, March 26, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
March 25, 2012 Haiku #82
above the treetops
and play tag with the mockingbird.
Saturday, March 24, 2012
March 24, 2012 Haikus #80-81
but sometimes words
seem to elude me.
* * *
Thousands of tiny specks
flying around in circles:
bug tornadoes.
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Monday, March 19, 2012
March 19, 2012 Haiku #76
the pain tearing through my heart
I walk through days alone.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
March 18, 2012 Haiku #75
Andrea's kicking in their heads
Hope she moves faster.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Friday, March 16, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
March 15, 2012 Haiku #72
of a warm humid drizzle
tumbling from one leaf to another.
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
March 13, 2012 Haiku #70
one foot in front of the other
one day at a time until it's over.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Friday, March 9, 2012
March 9, 2012--Haiku #65 and #66
slow and steady
vanishing clarity.
* * *
Arms stretched wide
Spinning and twirling
Falling to the earth.
Due to a family emergency I was unable to post yesterday.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Monday, March 5, 2012
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Friday, March 2, 2012
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Monday, February 27, 2012
February 27, 2012 Haiku #57
Stars as bright as our sun.
Hers is always the brightest.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
February 26, 2012 Haiku #56
one day you're twenty and snowing
the next you're sixty.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Saturday, February 18, 2012
February 18, 2012 Haiku #48
and then a twist, and then knots
whenever you're near.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
February 15, 2012 Haiku #45
you know not of what you speak.
Erase this from your mind.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
Thursday, February 9, 2012
February 9, 2012 Haiku #40
aren't as significant
as the things that we don't.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
February 8, 2012 Haiku #39
tears stain the pillows
blankets clutched tightly in fingers.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Monday, February 6, 2012
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Winter Blues.
I’ve still had energy, but I’m not sure I’m making the most of it.
Another confession: other than my daily haiku and the occasional blog post, I’ve barely written anything--even in my private journal. Instead I find other ways to occupy my time: reorganizing my dresser drawers and all three of my desks AND my craft bureau; watching the entire series of Six Feet Under on DVD lent to me by a friend (thanks April!), reading all three books in the Hunger Games series in under seventy-two hours, and of course, sleeping in copious amounts.
Yes, this former-night owl who used to stay up until 2 or 2:30 AM every day even when she had to be up five hours later for work, has taken to going to bed at 10:30 on the dot nearly every night (just not on Saturdays, because I stay up til 1 to watch The Big Bang Theory on Fox at 12:30).
So even though physically I feel all right so far this year, I’m still procrastinating when it comes to writing. It’s not that I don’t have ideas--I have at least six separate novel plots spinning in my mind--it’s that getting myself to sit down and write them out is a lot more difficult than it used to be.
However, I know I’m going to have to just sit down and start typing very soon, or else face a life of either mediocrity or a one way ticket to the nearest mental hospital when I finally start blabbering about fictional characters that no one knows about but me, and the terrible conflicts they are battling out in my head.
And let’s face it: the latter isn’t a very pretty mental image.
Also I’m fairly certain that a strait jacket would do nothing for my pale complexion. Unless they make them in green now anyway.
But I digress.
Sometimes the battle isn’t really the cold dreary weather at all.
Sometimes…it’s just ourselves.
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Friday, February 3, 2012
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
The scary moment...
Fireflies
Lighting my path
on the drive home.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
January 27, 2012 Haiku 27
Outside the rain drenched window
Glass cold to the touch.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012
January 20, 2012 Haiku #20
as she turns her face away
left eye dark with bruises.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Big Brother is Watching (And Labeling You a Terrorist)
Meaning that seemingly innocuous things like having more than a week’s supply of food or investigating factory farms to write an article about animal abuse could get you into serious trouble because apparently those things are things that terrorists do.
Not scared yet?
Well, now consider the SOPA (Stop Online Piracy Act) currently in the House of Representatives, and PIPA (Protect IP Act), currently in the Senate. The way these bills are worded will make it a crime for you to even LINK to a website that links to another website that may have material that is copyright-protected. In essence, this would enable the government to take down ANY website or content it deems in violation of these acts.
So you know that picture of your favorite actor or actress you just shared on Facebook? Or that fan-made video you made and uploaded to Youtube? They would be illegal if SOPA and PIPA pass. And because they were illegal, Facebook and Youtube could be shut down entirely. Same with any other site hosting such content. Or even any site simply linking to the site with such content.
Still not scared?
Combine the three of them.
Imagine, if you will, the FBI showing up on your doorstep because your family has a three week’s supply of food in your house, and they think you’re a terrorist. You’re immediately detained.
Now imagine someone else in your family writing a blog about what happened, and then having that blog shut down because they now have the ability to do that under the guise of “copyright infringement.” Even if there was no real copyright infringement. Then that relative is arrested, due to supporting your “terrorist activities.”
So now not only are you and your relative in holding indefinitely, but no one even hears about it because the government has shut down the internet so effectively that freedom of speech has been virtually eradicated.
Maybe it sounds “out there” but the implications of these laws are damn frightening if you ask me.
It’s not like it’s unheard of, after all.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Baby Blues Capture Young Aunt's Heart
by: Angela D.
Published in the Decatur Herald and Review’s ‘Prairie Talk’ column January 27, 1998
When I was in fifth grade, my sister Michelle came home from college one day and announced she was going to have a baby. I had never been so excited in my entire life. She moved back into our house so we could help her out. A few months into her pregnancy, her doctor performed an ultrasound and told her that she was going to have a six-pound baby girl.
Well, that made me even more excited. My sister was nine years older than I was, and I thought it would be pretty neat to have a little girl around the house. We could play dress-up, have tea parties, and play with all my old toys. My parents were becoming eager for the new baby’s arrival, as well. I knew they were looking forward to spending time with their first granddaughter.
Early on the morning of September 16, 1991, my mother came into my room and awakened me, saying that my sister’s water had broken. Of course, at that point in my life, I had no idea what she meant, but then she told me she had to drive my sister to the hospital because the baby was on her way into the world.
Unfortunately for me, I had to go to school that day. All day long, I fidgeted and jumped around anxiously, announcing to all the kids in the junior high that my sister was having a baby and that I was going to be an aunt. At the time, I thought I was really something because I was only eleven years old and I was going to have a little niece to look after. I called home twice from school that day to ask my dad if my niece had been born yet, and twice he told me that, no, she hadn’t.
When my father came to pick me up from school, I nearly died from excitement. I was sure he was going to take me straight to the hospital to see the new little girl. That’s when he informed me that my sister was still in labor. By this time, I was quite frustrated. Every time the phone rang that night, I was certain it was going to be my mom calling to tell us our new baby’s name and how much she weighed.
Mom never called. By ten that night, my dad reminded me I still had school the next day, and sent me off to bed.
I did so, disappointed as I was. At 11:30 that night, my father came into my room. “Angie,” he whispered. “Your sister had her baby.”
“What did she name her?” I asked, immediately awake.
“His name is Nicholas Maxwell. He’s nine pounds and one ounce.”
It took me a moment to comprehend what my father had just told me. I didn’t have a niece after all. Another boy in our family. I groaned, convinced the next several years of my life were completely ruined. I went back to sleep.
By morning, I was still certain that this new member of my family would not like me, and that I would not like him, either. However, that didn’t stop me from wishing that the school day would end so I could go take a look at this new kid. When the day ended, Dad picked me up from school and drove us immediately to the hospital. We went to the nursery and I pressed my nose up against the glass, scanning the names for the Williams’ baby.
Nicholas was wide-awake, but he wasn’t crying. He had lots of thick black hair and the most beautiful, enchanting blue eyes I’d ever seen. I remember the breath catching in my throat as I saw him for the first time.
At that moment, standing there, looking down at my nephew, I knew that I would love him as if he were my own child.
I still do.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
"The Zone."
One minute I knew what I was doing. I was writing--all the time. Hours would pass as I sat at my computer, unaware of what was going on around me. Sometimes you hear writers talk about “the zone” or something to that effect, where they claim they are just vessels for the muse, simply typing what they are instructed to type.
I know that place. I used to go there a lot. It was my escape, my saving grace. Bored in economics class? No problem. I’d just pick up my pen and quit paying attention. Zoning out for me was a spiritual experience in a way. Hours would pass, and while I might get up and do other things at points--things my body demanded like eating lunch or drinking water or using the restroom, my mind was still in “the zone.” I was locked into the experience, swept away by the thrill and the sweet sensation of being connected to something that was clearly bigger than me; bigger even than my comprehension of it.
These days I can hardly remember what it was like. When I was younger, it came easily and I let it. Anymore, getting to “the zone” or any place remotely resembling it is a struggle. I struggle inwardly, mentally dodging demands of dreary every day tasks like laundry, and dishes, and cleaning, and rarely succeeding to actually sit down in a chair by myself, with no distractions from the outside world and attempt to connect to that place.
Even now, I am distracted. My inner editor is telling me that what I’m writing is terrible, that there are better, more productive ways to spend my time: there are things to be organized, dinner to be eaten, a movie to be watched with my family. Not to mention that I obviously need to check my Facebook, my Twitter feet, Tumblr, and return texts and phone calls to people.
I am not in “the zone.”
But I’m determined to figure out a way to get back there one day soon, because my soul demands it.
Friday, January 13, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
January 10, 2012, Haiku 10
Are they the same as the Truth?
My soul wanders, lost.
Monday, January 9, 2012
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Saturday, January 7, 2012
January 7, 2012, Haiku 7
Guess this one will have to rhyme;
Five minutes til twelve.